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bang chan's room.

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bang chan, i love you so much, with my all polaris.

better better - day6
but you, became the reason for me to get up. once more, you made me wanna open my eyes.

a sky full of stars - coldplay
cause you're a sky full of stars, cause you light up the path.

chasing cars - snow patrol
those three words are said too much, they're not enough.

give me love - ed sheeran
give me love like never before cause lately i've been craving more.

animal - neon trees
i want some more, what are you waitin' for? take a bite of my heart tonight.

never be - 5sos
when i'm with you i'm never alone.

i'm yours' - jason mraz
you're free. look into your heart and you'll find the sky is yours.

lego house - ed sheeran
and it's so hard to say it but i've been here before and i'll surrender up my heart and swap it for yours.

ocean eyes - billie eilish
can't stop staring at those oceans eyes.

understand - shawn mendes
you stay true to yourself. at the end of the day you know you're the same person. and where your heart is, that doesn't change.

ojos color sol- calle 13
la luna sale a caminar siguiendo tus pupilas. la noche brilla original después que tú la miras.

hey soul sister - train
i knew when we collided, you're the one i have decided who's one of my kind. hey soul sister.

she looks so perfect - 5sos
would you wanna run away too? cause all really want is you.

in the dark - camila cabello
i can see you're tired of the acting. so why can't you show me who are you in the dark? show me the scary parts.

m.i.a.- stray kids
where did your pretty smile go? i miss you.

la vuelta al mundo - calle 13
no me convenció nadie, me convenció tu sonrisa. y me fui tras de ti persiguiendo mi instinto.

colors - day6
it raises me up because you’re the only one with your own color.

lost in japan - shawn mendes
let's get lost tonigh. i can't seem to get you off my mind.

what they say - zara larsson
cause i believe in you with all of my heart.

i'll make it up to you - imagine dragons
lay with me, for one more night, ipromise you, i'll make it right.

tenerife sea - ed sheeran
i want you to know it's enough for me cause all that you are is all that i'll ever need.

all for us - labrinth
taking it all for us, i'm doing it all for love.

idfc - blackbear
i'm only a fool for you and maybe you're too good for me.

babylon - 5sos
but if we're way too faded to drive, you can stay one more night.

appreciated - rixton
cuz it's you, who, takes care of everyone else you, need to allow me to help you, are appreciated.

to you; with love, judit.

while i was writing this letter i have remembered the beautiful moments that i have had during this year thanks to you, sincerely my happiness is due to you, it is always you.

a year ago i remember being sick and randomly putting a video of yours hugging the members and at that moment my world turned around drastically, completely changed and filled with light, but at that moment i did not feel that exactly, but i felt something strange and indescribable and it was that i had fallen in love with you, which i discovered some time later, when i had really fallen for you and there was no turning back.

this year has been weird. there have been moments of indescribable happiness and horrible sadness, but what pleases me the most, is that you have accompanied me along this path and i am infinitely grateful to you, because i have you as the star that i must follow to not lose myself when i feel that everything becomes very difficult, and especially dark, because you are the brightest polaris i have ever seen. you are the brightest boy i have ever met. you do not need anything to shine, because you shine for you own, with a light that guides thousands of hearts and among those thousands of hearts, mine, which is now yours and i know that i have put it in the right hands because i know that as a stay, you appreciate and you want my happiness as much as yours.

i am still impressed with you. with all you are for me, you can not even make an idea of the times i have smiled watching your pictures, the times i have laughed watching your videos or the times i cried listening to your beautiful voice and knowing that it could be that i will never be able to tell you that i love you in person.

if i could have the opportunity to talk to you, it would be impossible to describe what you represent in my life but i want you to know that most of my smiles are due to yours. because you help me when many people can not. because i feel that you extend your hand so that i can hold it when i am in the ocean, without a map or direction. because you are my compass and although we are broken, we will always have each other to support us because i will always be there for you.

sometimes i find it hard to express everything you are, you mean to me and i feel for you, but anyways, you inspire me to do it, because you inspire me to give my opinion, to be myself, to be different because there is no problem in it, to follow my impossible dreams, even to love myself and see the light that is in me and thanks to you grows. because you inspire me to live, to be positive and to see that the world is beautiful because there are people like you, but never the same, because bang chan, you are unique in the world, irreplaceable and unique, besides being the only one in my heart and mind. you inspire and teach me to be a better person and to give the best of me to get what i want, because by your side and with your support, i know that someone is by my side, even if you live on the other side of the world.

thanks to you i learn and appreciate things that i did not do before, every detail is beautiful just like you. because every detail of you is beautiful, from your cute nose, to the way you look at the people you love; from that little dimple in your cheek, to the way your eyes shine when you talk about your music and art; from your pretty eyes, to the way you close them when you listen to music, to feel it more; from your pretty profile, going through each mole and freckle in your silky skin. everything about you is fascinating and beautiful, because, as i said a million times, you are the most humble and beautiful human being on our planet.

i love you, and i will continue to do it for a long time, i hope you know that you will always have a support in stay, because in the same way you love your stays, we love you too.

sometimes i would love to go back time to fall in love with you and relive every moment, laugh, smile, joy, sadness, hope and feeling that i have lived by your side, but i also know that i still have many more things to live with you in my life.

thank you for giving me the most beautiful moments of my life and above all, thanks for giving me my reason to live, you and stray kids.

and always remember, that the stars always shine even in the darkest moments. and also remember that the stars can be turned off, but they keep shining for a long, long time. no matter what happens, for me you will always shine with the most blinding and special light of the universe, my precious polaris. . .
thank you for this
fantastic year. ♡ ⃕ ✰

because i'm already in love with him,
it's your turn to see why he's amazing ✰

⇢ his smile can melt your heart.
⇢ he would give everything of himself to see the people around him happy and to achieve all his dreams.
⇢ you don't know why but,
when you see him happy,
you smile thanks to him.
⇢ he's very smart and he tries
to teach what he knows to
the people he loves.
⇢ he can make you feel safe, protected and comfortable.
and the most important thing,
he makes you feel loved.
⇢ he's vey caring. he always try to make people happy and feel good because he likes that, make people smile.
⇢ he's a singer because he loves music and since he was a kid, he always wanted to make people happy.
⇢ he's very respectful. he always tries to show respect for every person. he tries to find more about others persons and cultures.
⇢ not only phisically, but his mind is just as beautiful as him. he talks about a lot of taboo topics.
⇢ the way he loves music. he really wants to create his music to help people with the same problems and to express how he sees the world and what he thinks about it.
⇢ he knows when he's wrong and tries to apologize.
⇢ the passion he puts in everything he does is breathtaking. the power he shows in stage is amzing and his talent as a singer, rapper, dancer, composer and musician is just amazing. he's very dedicated with his music.
⇢ just him. he's handsome, every detail of him is the most beautiful and lovely thing i've ever seen.
⇢ i'm very proud of him because he's a brave boy with a great heart, and i admire him because he worked a lot to be where he is and he never gave up.
⇢ he goes on live every week just to make stay happy and listening to us because he cares about stay and wants to help us to sleep.

. . . more very soon !